fff. ow, s.
Who Needs A Heart.
we're all better off without one.
You know? ... I couldnt resist making myself making a new Mixpod. Haha, or more correctly; I couldnt help having Cobra Starship's being my page song. Haha ... I know my post are still pretty depressing ... so, thought a change of song?
Decode was ... on the depressing side. Haahaa, i was reluctant to change it, yes, ive got problems letting go... but its been more than 6 or so months. So i think a change's what i need. Maybe... We'll see.
But i do, still love that song.
HeyMonday's Candles was thiss close to being my new lullably and making me feel better, but not quite. Almost, almost. Its a nice song. But i was never really a slow song person anyways. (;
Slow songs on a slow day just makes me, well, slow. (:
Ha!
Well, its 9.35pm.
no comment about school, except it... yes, fucked up. Im sorry. But i shit-tyly cant stop thinking bout my fucking malay. And you know, if you look at how many weeks it is to PMB using handbook... It looks so close... like.. two weeks to Mock Xam, then two weeks holiday, then one week Cont' Mock, then just the next week, its PMB.
Like that... i almost wanted to panic. But, whatevs... im not thinking bout this now.
But, you know. I cannot do anything but think about tomoro's school... Got malay and science tomoro ok. Like, fuck! Why always these two on the same day? Argh, nevermind la, its better la, on the same day, then spoil all the rest of the days.
But honestly, i dont have a problem with science. Not really. Its just that fucking teacher. fffffffffffffffff. She driving me... insane. the lady... i really cant stand her... in class, ill just stare at her f face and think how fking she is.
Serious,ly.
Ok.
Im sorry, im sorry. Is this wrong? ..oh well, catch me and reprogram my brain then. Cause i cant stop hating her... err, i wanna bite her... f.
While malay, honestly, i would say the teacher's the best malay teacher ive had... but i dont know... You know i spend like 10mins+ just talkin to myself like what the fuck is happening. You know. For almost 3 years, i maintain a stable 60+ credit for malay... till last term, 58, this term 53. Like, wtf? I read through, and i dont see much diff between then and now... as in, how i answer. Or.. i duno.
Arrgh, sue this. Whatever whatever whatever.......... ok. nevermind. just... focus... for the next. ok..
ffffffffffffffffffff.
Ok, ok. im done.
and ill end this with an apology, for what? duno... instinct after swearing a, tab bit too much mayb?
Whatever.
I think i gotta stop... mother's starting to nadge... bloody hell.... it 9.53pm. Ok?
Ok, ok, sorry, cancel that.
Arrgh, sue this.
why do i even bother,
im hopeless.
~
oh, tell yourself smthg you dont know, silly girl.
Labels: fck. ow, sorry.
Monday, August 17, 2009,9:26 PM |
comment |
0 comment(s)
