school #1
That was weird.
Ok, so im guilty.
I was actually smiling with my friend,
but i purposely turned and looked at you,
all the while still wearing the smile on my face.
I do everything for reason,
and deliberately.
Its not that hard to see, maybe you've even caught on to me already.
I smiled.
You were laughing with your friend,
you walked forward,
but then you turned around.
You were smiling.
Laughin.
But i looked at you for a sec,
and your eye landed on me for a sec.
Acquaintances,
acknowledgement's there in the mind,
but not put into action.
You know me,
i know you.
One second.
You.
Me.
Smiling.
Laughing.
Not to each other.
But as i said, people would probably find out sooner or later..
i do everything deliberately.
So...
that was weird,
and im guilty.
Oppsie daisies, now im sorry.
or not.
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Thursday, August 12, 2010,12:03 AM |
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home #2
I just finished gaming around 10 mins ago. Then i went around sites.. Feeling better, i started reading all those quotes and pictures with words out loud, just for fun and to make fun of it sometimes, cos so much of them sound uber cheezy, yknow. Its like to act and pretend. Like youre saying a line of some Shakespears thing or smthg. Dramatic effect. Haha. All for fun... But these days, somehow, things magically relate too much and hit home. I kinda stop for a breath after reading that out loud, not realising what i was reading until after. Its crazy how things really relates. Its crazy, good and bad. But, erm, i guess.. today's not exactly true.
I have not accepted anything, cos mine's coming back. He's coming back... There's nothing to accept.
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Wednesday, August 11, 2010,11:28 PM |
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sick
IM JUST SICK OF A LOT OF THINGS.A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOT OF BLOODY THINGS!(situation: I just cried while washing the dishes.) 1- cos im sick, irritated and pissy. im on my period.2- im annoyed annoyed annoyed annoyed.. bout what? Everything lah.3- IM BLOODY ANNOYED with MUM, SIS, BLABLABLA.4- late for dinner cos im not in the mood and i have nooooo.. appetite! my mother&sister go and leave 10 dumplings for me. And as always when im late for dinner, my mum makes excuse when i dont finish the dishes.. that its all cos i didnt come out earlier, if know i didnt want to eat, let koko or jiejie eat finish.. blablabla.. BS lah. She left 10. As if i will eat 10 finish. Pissy ah.5- im now in my room... cos im pissed.6- Im pissed about this im pissed about that. Im pissed about now, im pissed then. Im pissed about everything!Argh/.[edited]
And now im even more pissed! cos my mum just knocked on my door to give me two pills of the flu thing. The part that pisses me, is she thinks the only reason why im a grumpy emo is cos im sick -.-But oh, i am sick. Im sick of both my mum & sis at this point.
Oh, and now the red-est cheery on top of the cake... i just rmmbered the pills are suppose to make me sleepy. Its only 8.36pm. ITS, TOO, bloody, EARLY! I am not sleeping yet. I wanna do some warcraft-ing and kick some ass.
and dont even get me blogging on. I am now pissed. If i blog, you'll see everything.Today's cute happy poopy moments.Today's (like everydays) emptiness.today's blablabla...EVERYTHING! and i cant blog evrything now, cos .... cos i can't. xpIm bitter, sarcastic and bitching and joking/playing around now. And some stories, are serious.SERIOUS.no play play.
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I just finished gaming around 10 mins ago. Then i went around sites.. Feeling better, i started reading all those quotes and pictures with words out loud, just for fun and to make fun of it sometimes, cos so much of them sound uber cheezy, yknow. Its like to act and pretend. Like youre saying a line of some Shakespears thing or smthg. Dramatic effect. Haha. All for fun... But these days, somehow, things magically relate too much and hit home. I kinda stop for a breath after reading that out loud, not realising what i was reading until after. Its crazy how things really relates. Its crazy, good and bad. But, erm, i guess.. today's not exactly true.