Tuesday, December 29, 2009,1:49 PM |
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unpleasantness was always meant to be an eyesore... or earsore, or whatever-sore. ;)
Why hello, hello, hello. :D I know, dont need to say it. I havent been blogging, dammit. Haha, i was lazy. Been lazy. Never became 'not lazy.' And for these past, and coming days, im in denial that school's starting soon. On the 4th January 2010, isit? Gahh. Exactly a week from today. So, yeah. Today's the last Monday of 2009, and the last free Monday, til, whoknows when.
Im not looking forward to school. I dont care how many people say the holiday's been boring. I love it. I hate school. Emphasize on the 'hate.' Hmm, i feel bitchy now.
And it didnt help that alyssa's post bout her memories in CCMS made me sound like a total bitch. XD HAHA. Seriously. XD ok, jk.
And moving on...
So, not counting today, we have 3 days of 2009 left. Then its 'twenty-ten.' Ah, i did mention how much i hate the sound of it, didnt i? Yeah well, i dont like.
TWENTY-TEN TWENTY-TEN TWENTY-TEN TWENTY-TEN.
Hmmm, -___-"
Plus, another damn thing bout school; POA OR GEO. poa or geo poa or geo poa or geo. -___- im goin to, i dont know, die? from not being able to choose? yeah, haha. I dont fcking know, ok. I dont know what i wanna be in the future. And yes, it was that easy to predict, and that much of a non-surprise thing that my PMB oral BM exam was, ''Apakah cita-cita kamu?''
*bitter smile*
YES. "What is your dream? What do you wanna be when you're older? Who will you become? What will you do with your life? What are your aims, goals and desires? and blablabla.
Ah. yes. Bla, bla, blah.
*curls fingers together infront of chest on table. smiling*
Yes. What. Are. My. Dreams.
Truth is, my dream is still to own my own ponies and horses. Oh, but of course, that is pure stupidity. Stupidity. Hm, i cant let go though, nonetheless.
So yeah, school starting, have to get buying books, so my mum's getting more naggy bout what i wanna take. She wants me to take both. And i dont have a problem with that. Just the fear that im being so overly confident and will end up not being able to keep up with all my subjects. When we went to collect the PMB result slip and booklist, she chatted with the principal for a bit, bout taking both, the principal just said would have to see first... Private classes, or smthg? I duno. My mum's so, sorta keened on me being able to take both. But ahh, i seriously dont know.
And so, so far we've only been able to buy 4 books; chem workbook, bio work&textbook and... the geography textbook. 'Course have some other handy downs. But, my books are still far from complete. Everywhere, the books havent arrived. Was only able to buy those 4 books from dear ol Booker. Gotta love the international bookstore. :D
So, geography textbook, huh? Yeah, at first my mum said just buy la, then she asked my dad, and she said maybe dont need first la, then she ask ask ask should we buy? then she finally said no need. Then later on, my mum claimed that we didnt buy the geo book, and my sister was like ya meh? And my mum said ya, didnt buy.
Then later later, at home, brought the plastic to my room, checks it, and theres the geo textbook. Told my mum that we did, indeed buy it. And she just kinda smiles slightly.
And im like -__-
Sighs. The sick pyschology of my mind. Such a shame, such a shame.
So conclusion time,
holiday's ending.
the year's ending.
time pan of my current hair colour ending. (and i'll always have my sister's hair to admire, knowing my hair was like that too, cause my mum just dyed it the exact colour for her yesterday. -_- and shes a uni student. uni students are allowed to dye their hair. -_- but fine, my whites are starting to show anyways, might as well dye 'em, for school's sake.)
free time and knowledge that i dont need to follow any fixed fcking schedule, ending.
free, relaxed afternoons, probably, ending. (we're goin to have afternoon classes, arent we? arent we? -_-)
sleeping late/or really early in the morning :D , ending :(
school's starting.
My last words, SORRY for the bitchy thoughts, yknow how i can be, i just hate school.
*bitter smile.
Besides, this is a blog. And i've missed enough ranting opportunities :D
Monday, December 28, 2009,8:31 PM |
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Im quitting. March 2010 will be my last. I am set.
At least, i hope im set. I can't do this anymore. Its just pissing her off, and that in turn pisses me off, and pisses everyone off. And the story goes along, then ends, then repeats itself. And blablabla. I can't do it for much longer. About a year is enough, right? Well, nevertheless, i'll be quiting soon enough. So you can stop getting piss and complaining, Ma. I'll stop. And you won't even need to be aware of it. I'll just stop. Just for you to stop getting pissed.
Watched this twice in the past four days. Love it. So cute & hilarious. (: