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hi, how are you?

Okay, so thats a lie. I know what to do. I have so many things to do.

Study Chemistry atomic structure for monday's topic test, finish up Dmaths, Amaths, Tuition's Amaths, English... hell, even MIB. I haven't even done the Kemasyarakatan project, which, was dued in March. Yes, its now May. And, aside from that, I also have my piano homework. I've been delaying my theory homework, for long enough, i think. I really should finish it...

And overall, I NEED to study. Seriously. Exam starts in 15 days. On the 24th of May, til the 4th of June... Its mid year, i have to do good. I already know i won't be 3rd in class again, cause beating Brenda by 0.5% is nothing but luck. My first time in four years, or in other words, EVER, beating Brenda, and it's just by 0.5% .. tho, told my mum that, all she has to say is ''Nevermind, still beat mah.'' But truth is, i have no interest in that. I was not so happy with my First Tern results, but i guess i was satisfied.

Tho, beating Brenda that term, earned me lotsa gifts. Did i mention my mum got me another Baby G last Saturday? She asked my uncle to buy while he was in Singapore, i think. He bought two, one pink ($130+) and one black ($200). So shocked the black one was $200+ since the first one I got was only around $80+ ... Tho, im quite sure the little diamonds in the black one, was the reason. Lol ...Initially, the black was suppose to be mine, since, in December last year, when my dad when to Singapore, i said i wanted a black one, but, he came home with a Blue one, cause no black. So, that was my second.

But then, trying on the black one... duno. Didnt like it that much. Hahah, didnt suit me. So, now, my sister and mother are sharing it. Problem it, everytime i see them use, i sorta like it, then i try, i sorta.. dont...

Anyho, i stuck with the pink one. Initially, i didnt like it. The design's pretty, too girly. But it grew on me. The pink's such a soft colour pink. Lovely, lovely. (:

Ook, im writing on and on again now, arent i? *sigh.

Oh, and Im also suppose to be drawing or doing something for tomorrow is Mother's Day. But no. Instead, i am now laying on my bed, baby pillow in front of me, me sort of chewing on its lace (hehe, bad habit) and laptop on my.. well, lap.

I suck i suck i suck! I know mama wants a card! My parents are always so sappy, every year, same thing they say. "Didnt draw card??" *sad face. Sighs, but yeah truth be told, i havent drawn one for either of them in maybe 3 years. I used to tho, like, always... but not anymore...

So, apparently, Im wasting my time, and sulking.

Argh, so what've been up to these days, that are making me so tired, (sometimes more emotionally, than physically)... is pingpong, going to school almost every afternoon isnt bad, its just, some days are better than the others, yknow.... and, Teddy.

I can't think about it too long, im just trying to stay sane. He'll come back.

But as of today, i suck cause i have so much to do, but im not doing any. And mother's day isnt something i can take back, eventho studying, still kinda has time, yknow, can postpone, a bit.

And what makes me suck even more is that, im not doin all this, but im not catching up on my well needed sleep either. So, now, imma force my unfortunately lazy ass to sleep!

And im gonna wake up tomorrow and do... SOMETHING!

Labels: teddy.. still.

Just done scrimmaging pingpong with the old men. Which is my dad, btw. (: Yeah. Scrimmage is always hella fun. (:
But,
went to school at 3pm til 4pm justnow, for, supposedly, pingpong competition, again, wasnt sure why.
But,
nohh, we wait til 3.30 for him to come, late, and blablabla,
"Oh, dont need to play alrdy lah you three."
(you three, includes me.)

So, left us with the question, "why we come then? -___-"

Haha, told my dad, and he said our school's organization sucks.

Which, i sorta couldnt agree more with.

I miss Primary. They informed us, early and correctly, about everything. Mainly cause they dont want our parents to complain, since, we were considered young, so, irresponsible?
But secondary sucks. Sometimes they dont tell us the correct time/ last minute inform/ last minute cancel/ blablablablablablablaa...

and, we're expected not to bring our mobile phones.
Go office, 10sens, or whatever. Whats more, i hate the office. Smells like teachers.

so yeah.

Inconvience sucks to the extreme, and when you're considered adult enough, thats when they think they can slack on the information.

Information Slackers.

My god.

Labels: scrimmage n slackers of info. (: