i wish these deep breaths would make me better,
But truth is, im way to numb to feel anything. Feel better, feel worst? 2 weeks past, more-or-less. Nothings changed. My rooms still a mess. All the things i said i would do are still undone. Im still waiting. Im still... doing nothing. Im still a mess. I know who's suppose to be next to me, but i dont know where he is rightnow. I know what im suppose to do, but once again, i dont really know how to get started.
All in all, the past 17 days, didnt do anything for me, but im not ready to move on.
And here it goes again; school's starting tomorrow.
I dont really know what im gonna do from here on. But... hell's startin tomorrow. Again.
Labels: no direction, no motivation.
Sunday, June 20, 2010,11:08 PM |
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