no comment. blablablabla...
I can't honestly say, that i know what her problem is. But at this point, i dont care that much. She'll come around, like always. Mothers will be mothers i guess... Sometimes I have a bad day; she makes it worse, i have a good day; she spoils it... If anytime i were to have a good day, sometimes she'll continue making it good.
She says im spoiled, unappreciative, annoying when i dont answer her wtf questions, etc etc.
But honestly, my mother may have not been spoilt when she was my age, but now, i consider her quite a spendy person. In terms of money, of course. The most annoying part is, when she's in a good mood, she'll push spoiling me, even when i dont at all what it. When i finally decide i want something, and wanna make a commitment to it.. oh yeah, she's all happy with it, at first. Other days she just finds every fucking fault in me. Eg, my piano lessons.
Its on a roll i tell you, more than three months she havent really scolded me, for the teacher having a hefty fee. A record. Seriously, lastime before i start, she'll encourage me to take this and do that.
One thing about my mum, she forgets the things she said, way too easily.
But, fine. Whatever. Imma leave it at that.
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Review of the week.
Wed, 31/03/10
What a bs day. Terrible terrible terrible... Okay lah, not really, but my mood wasnt very nice. One of those days you walk around feeling a constant jab from your inner body. Like smthg inside, trying to suck you into, a tiny black hole -.-
... Ow, black hole (:
Thurs, 01/04/10
April Fool's day in primary.. remember then? Yeah. Now? Bleh.
Afternoon was weird, satisfying, gleeful, fun, and, a bit of regret in it somewhere too.
I cannot go a day, not regretting something. Srsly. ):
But i still remember that afternoon. Thinking about it 5 mins after it happened. An hour after it happened. 6 hours after it happened, 24 hours, 48 hours, even now.
I dont know whether thats a good thing or what : /
But, still, over all, the day was fun.
And, i finally got my flat tummy back from all the sweating during badminton! And its still flat til now! HAHAHAHAHA, wtf.
Fri, 02/03/10
Friday class.
I was a fool to believe.
But nevertheless, still an alright day.
Had nice sleep in the afternoon.
Til evening, thats when my mother just decided to go into silent mode with me. Whatever.
Spent at night hiding around in my room.
Sat, 03/04/10
I dont understand why would my mother wanna follow send me to school, if she's still gonna ignore me.
And, picking me up, wheres my father?! Bleh, drive home, whole silence. -.- fcktrd.
School, was, eh, it lost its magic from thursday... so no comment.
Useful advice im giving myself; Get Over It.
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Andd, its now 11.08pm. Tomorrow's a sunday, but have to get goin at 5.30 am... to Tutong. So, i really should get sleeping.
Im so stupid when i dont get enough sleep, i sleep in the afternoon, but then at night, ill still only be sleeping, at earliest, 11.30pm. Usually, 12am.
-.-
I havent broke my holiday habit, which actually was caused by my PMB studying habit, so...
I BLAME THE EXAM!
XD
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