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that!
depression,
everyone seems to have it lately,
like seriously :
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depressed,
everyone seems depressed.
either that or, sad, angry, etc etc.
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dont like admittin that, im kinda one of them ): but
what with my previous post, post on 24th april, ending of 23rd april,
and like i said,
(if youre actually a loyal reading. /haha! yeah right, dont make me laugh\)
" Im a very messed up kid, more messed up than any of you'al will very know. "
it sucks.
cause i really dont wanna be one of them.
*NO OFFENCE AT ALL TO "them"*
i just, dont like being,
one
whose dramatic,
whose a whiner,
whose spoilt
and all the negatives you can even think of.
and once i again a shall quote myself,
"i dont wanna be bad"
who does, really,
if you think about it.
):
sighs.
i feel like just typin all the craps out rightnow.
just rip them rids of me.
quote again,
" okay, startin today, ive decided to really make an effort to blog, properly.meaning; to actually blog about what im thinkin/whats on my mind/botherin me/etc etc.A blog's suppose to be very therapeutic, in that way.And i need therapy.Im a very messed up kid, more messed up than any of you'al will very know.sighs.so yeah, im making... an effort (:whether, that will actually result in me actually bloggin, im not sure.but ill try, to. "
what the hell am i qoute all these fo.
ee, there just there *points down*
scroll down,
if you even bother.
which im sure you wont.
^^v
all good.
sighs.
one more problem with me a realise, through bloggin.
i tend to have "typing-moodswings".
like seriously.
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im not one fo moodswings in real life,
at least not publicly,
in my sweet room,
yes.
<3
i love my room (:
but still, never anything drastic.
cause i love my room.
im always happy there.
i relax...
but, then, a problem that occured this month, which really, really, pissed me off.
...
and again,
i really dont have time fo this now.
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im suppose to be studyin,
and i was.
just took my playin time first,
since 1:30 ^^
till now ):
3.36pm :
lol,
i was bout to stop, and head to my room to start, but, soo, soo, very unfortunately, naders blog happens to be the last one i was readin.
and sht.
she made me...
scared? paranoid?
tingle?
:
seriously!
reason WHY i restrict myself from all forms of horror etc etc.
):
BUT
oh, but but but
^^
it was nice.
(:
nice as in interestin.
agreed with christine.
^^
BUT STILL!
e-he-eeeee
*tingles*
and now, i really gotta go.
it 3.42. almost 4.
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sighs/
maybe later?
cause i cant off my laptop just yet, its busying scanning ):
and yes, duno why, these days, its being very naughty,
slow thing.
...
...
LOL.
"its being very naughty"
hahah,
sounds so Izan.
(pelihan dj, if you listen)
...
hahha.
so, yeah, maybe, but hopefully not,
later.
tata
busy busy busy.
EXAMS.
on the 4th.
aaa, enough la.
sssssssttop.
kay,
bye! ^^
*waves*.
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ee, ENOUGH!
