youve got be pulled (;
♥
youre runnin in & out of my head,
stompin and walkin all over my heart;
you've got be pulled (;
illfs. :x
♥
hmm, so yeahh. thats my msn msg fo today.
so, overall, i dont know how to summarise it! So yeah, i didnt really blogged fo the past days, so, all you readin who dont know me, -haha, left out la. But whatev, all you need to know.
TUESDAY, 5th may, yesterday. 1:30 from school. 2:00 at chung hwa.
badminton.
and yes, i told you so. i lost. yeahh, everyone that day lost. sad.. but yeahh, i know i suck kay. im workin on it, but, sighs... habitats are like MOSQUITOS THAT WONT DIED! (hahah, weird thing to compare with, but yeahh, i hate mosquitoes)
so yeahh, i know kay, i know. And im sorry, teacher. im a pain, arent i? hmm, i knew i couldnt do it. Not being a negative ass, but just being rational. i know what i can, and what i cant do. But ill workin on it, fo no one by me. i do enjoy badminton, i really do. i just... dont like... the.. aa, i dont know! But whatevs, its over. At the end of the day, yeahh, i was kinda, ermmm, down, mayb? but aa, what can i do. i just felt bad, fo teacher.
gahh, thats why i quited! i dont like being a pain in the butt, fyi. -_________-
and i dont like, ppl treatin me like im dumb, who does rights? but, im not pointin any fingers... [ ! ] aa, forget it. just forget it. ee, im gettin really fcked up lately.
my systems all messed up.
i really hope i can get myself together. and (in case); No, i am not talkin bout badminton here, anymore, just, bout.. me. I know you wont get me, so ill just say this;
"Im expecting too much in return. Good deeds dont need to be
given credit all the time. -Do good things with a willing heart,
dont be expectin any thing better in return."
heard that, michell? gahh, stop being such a bitch... i could really slap myself. seriously, whats wrong with me. i didnt use to be so... demanding, spoilt [?], paranoid [?], so... un-sincere. aa, whats up with me. ><''
anyways, go back to today.
its 9.48pm now.
im too not in the mood to do my commerce homework.
- i gotta sleep now.
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being late to school, is seriously turning into a permanent thing.
but yeahh, to my class teacher:
"Dont go pointin out things that arent always, always. Otherwise, ill have this gut feelin to be what youre askin fo."
(:
just like if youre goin be a bitch with me,
ill be one right back at cha.
(;
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but yeahh, tomoro assembly.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
kay, now, before i go.
Go back to the top topic of this post.
♥
kay, i dont know how to explain.. anything!
as i said, my systems totally fried.
im not exactly actin myself,
or maybe im converting.
but if thats so,
be sure as hell i wont let it happen.
i dont wanna be bad.
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LOL
(movin on)
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i dont know la.
the last sentence of it, maybe says it all/
"you've got me pulled"
(haha, coincidences time fo a while: i forgot who already said it, i think danny from mcfly, if i remembered correctly. he said, "Get your coat love, youre pulled"
and honestly, i dont really understand that, but, ahhaahha, i kinda feel like, like.. fo eg, justnw, he past by... i dont know! i just feel, like, some weird weird gravity or force is, dying to...
follow him.
and seriously, i feel like hes stompin all over my heart, and runnin all over my mind during classes; its killin me.
but then again,
i really dont mind.
(:
oh, and fo the last little part, ee, dont think to much bout that. you dont need to know (;
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