okay, startin today, ive decided to really make an effort to blog, properly.
meaning; to actually blog about what im thinkin/whats on my mind/botherin me/etc etc.


A blog's suppose to be very therapeutic, in that way.
And i need therapy.
Im a very messed up kid, more messed up than any of you'al will very know.
sighs.
so yeah, im making... an effort (:
whether, that will actually result in me actually bloggin, im not sure.
but ill try, to.


Anyways, now im waitin. Waitin fo, lots of things.
one.
i just made a playlist. Notice?
look look, > somewhere at the side.
see?
XD haha, kay, nvm.
but yeah, im editin this and that, and, blablabla, gotta wait.
two.
waitin fo ares.
hmm, yay! last song on the list JUST finished!
seriously, JUST, when i opened the screen. heh heh.
now, gotta check, lets press play...
*playing ^^*
so, wonderin whats the song? (:
paramore - decode.
heee.
this is actually, kinda like breakin my law, fo me.
LOL.
paramore's decode is just so overrated. in so many ways, one, cause theyre paramore -_- and two, cause its a twilight song. haha, but, two days ago, i heard the acoustic version of it, and omg! i fell fo it. ^^,"
haha, its just so, perfect in acoustic. more pure. its crazy la.
im like "gagagagaga"
XD
*and, there, song just finished, seriously, im not kiddin, nice right, i finished talkin bout it, and the song just finished. (: *
hmm, good, the right one. Nu-ice, now i can go cancel some stuffs.


and there, all good. Now all my songs on my list are complete. hehhehheh*
ashley simpson - little miss obsessive.
forever the sickest kids - the party song.
the maine - i wanna love you.
paramore - decode.
these are actually all two days ago's, they just didnt finish downloading (:
but now theyre done. Some which were done on that day were around forever the sickest kids', the maines', the tingting's, and some more, a few days ago, hey monday. and yeah, i think thats it. (: Weird that all these bands are mostly, in the same genre, pop/punk/indie/rock, you know, in that same kinda, the kinda which are usually liked by many cause theyre catchy or cool or whatever.
i never would have been that crazy bout these types of bands last year. i liked them, but i never really got addicted to them or anything. back then, i only considered boyslikegirls, as the best band of those genres, and that was it. But, startin this early this year, ive got the Maine and Forever the Sickest Kids. These are the most of it, theres some again, but, just like one song one song. Mostly, i think, it started with me finding out bout We the Kings, from my sister, she pretty much downloaded their whole album, but, honestly, i didnt even download a single of their songs. lol. If i want, i can just get from her anyways. Not really that interested in them, fo some reason. But the songs are nice, nevertheless. WEIRD- thats all i can say.


hm, p.s., if youre lost after reading that, my dearest apologies, im writin now, is kinda, just for the sake of readin, and not fo the sake that any one of you out there will understand what the hell im talkin crap about, but, yes, nvm, im writing, just to write (:




Okay, so about today; Today, is the last day of school which, includes, right now fo the holidays, HOLIDAY CLASSES. Thats it. No more. No piano til next wednesday too. No more.

Until next monday, of course, when school starts, all over again. *slams on the fullstop*

but, a s - i - s a i d - i m - n o t - g o n n a - c o m p l a i n - a b o u t - s c h o o l .
*bites lips*

And so, fo the four days, which i have as, open and closed inverted comas, "school term holiday," ive got lots planned fo myself to do.

Im living life right. *slams on the fullstop*

I have to go back to my resposibilities, cause my fcking conscience is treatening to murder me.

Yes, im well aware that my conscience, has always, and probably will always be, very, very, the idiotically strong.
`puff.

Besides, this isnt just my conscience, the _.Polices would probably be very dissappoint and fine me a billon, ga-zillon dollars.

And yes, im joking.
(in case you didnt realise the _. in front of "police")
seriously, its just a joke.

Just a result of my bitter sence of homour, sarcasm, if its even considered that, i guess.

argh, i do feel a bit bitter today.
im telling myself it has nothing to do with the fact that they (a him and a her, do i need to say more?) are really happy together and are already, acting like theyre engaged or a married couple. -_-

It has nothing to do with that.

Im over him.

So sayin over "it," (as in the fact that theyre together) is not even, emmm, whats the right word, 'correct', maybe? aa, nvm its the closet i can think of.

Ive got prove.
Ive even wrote it down on a piece of paper the other, was just lazy to blog on that special day, the day i realise i was over him. And yes, its "realise" cause i was actually over him since end of last year, and its already march. So yeah,

Its not that.
i honestly think theyre quiet adorable together. theyre like the perfect story. I knew he liked her even two years ago, when they were just friends. And he waits fo her, and it pays off, and theyre gonna live happily ever after.


ow, *bites lips* that does sound a bit bitter. sorry. Just scrape that.


//And he waits fo her, and it pays off, and theyre gonna live happily ever after seem to be goin strong, and i wish them the bestest of luck.\\


there! ^^
and im being sincere, honestly.


And now, think its time to call it a night. 8 more mins to midnight, to a new day. gotta finish some things up. so yeah.

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