Birthday eve.
So here I am, on the eve of my Sixteenth Birthday. Its 11.27pm on Tuesday. So.. in 23 mins, it'll be the 3rd November 2010. Its officially my last few mins of being fifteen. I duno why. But sixteen, feels funny. I guess its cos I know im actually quite 'old' already now, but I still feel so small. Honestly, I could easily feel like im still 13teen. I duno, like I've said to a friend, "I've got mixed feelings.''Unfornutely, those are really really weird, mixed feelings. Honestly, I duno how this all is gonna go. 2010 will be ending soon. I'll have my first Final on thurday, and im not prepared for it at all.So yeah. I've just finished ranting; the previous post just justnow. Haha, amazing really, how much calmer I feel now. This blog confessing thing really does surprise me by how much it works, sometimes. Not that im not still pissed, but, what am I gonna do, really.So, what am I doin at 11.33pm on a school night. Well, i duno. Just thought, yknow, last post as a fifteen year old... But honestly, I just wanna go on and on about how weird im feeling. But really, i dont have time. School's tomorrow, as usually. And theres gonna be asking-questions session in Biology, and i havent even touched my book. And i dont think im gonna today. I'll just read through tomoro. I wanna, at least, try, and enjoy my last few minutes of 15teen-nism. Haha.Anyways, I'm kinda behind on one post, that i wrote on a piece of paper few days prior. I was suppose to type it down here too, but i just couldnt find the time. But, I will soon.It sucks, really. I cant enjoy my birthday, at all. For many reasons. Not only that exams the day after, and since i didnt studied yet, I've gotta spend it studying and cramming. So yeah. But I'll blog about it later on, or something.Rightnow, i guess the point of this, is;
My 16th birthday's in around 20 mins. My finals are coming. I'm umprepared. 2010 is ending...
My birthday's in around 20 mins. And... Teddy's not back yet.
So.. i guess i know my birthday wish for tomorrow, you would think.
But imma wish for the same thing i wised for last year; happiness.
Cos my happiness, includes Teddy. And Sammy and Spot and BB and Hearvy and ... I dontknow, fairness?
With a feeling of weirdness, calmness,
sadness and a lack of fairness,
M.
(oh, and happy 16th birthday to Cynthia as well.)(:
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